Love

Love is a funny concept

One I can’t manage to perfect

I try to love a man

But I just can’t

He loves me

Or at least he tells me he does

He shows me

Through actions 

And tells me when drunk

No matter how much life is there

I can’t seem to reciprocate the feeling

Maybe it’s him?

Maybe it’s me?

Maybe it’s it?

I can’t seem to feel it

I love myself

I love my friends

I love my family

I love the lord

But loving a man

This man

I don’t think I will

Or at least not right now

I think about my future 

And I want all the things

But what if I’m fine as I am

Content

Alone

Just alone with my thoughts

And alone with my peace

Love 

Just a funny thing