I feel alone.

I feel alone. 

I don’t know how to explain it

I feel like the world is spinning around

Everyone is going on with their lives

But I am just standing still

I feel like I am being left behind

I don’t know how to explain it

I’m just sad

All the fucking time

I am not happy

I ont’t know what makes me happy anymore 

Nothing makes me happy

Not home

Not school 

Not friends

Not myself

I feel so alone

I feel like my life is on the verge of the end

I don’t want to die 

But do I?

Sometimes I feel like it wouldn’t make a difference 

Sometimes I feel like I have no purpose 

I feel sad

I feel so alone

I feel lonely

What am I doing?

Why am I here?

I don’t know

I feel like crying all the time

Maybe it’s college 

But honestly, I don’t think it is

I feel so sad and lonely

It’s hard.